February 2012
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I don't want to sabotage this.
For the first time in about 10 months, I’m not being emotionally abused. I’m not being hurt by someone that claims to love and care about me. I’m not being called needy or being made to feel guilty for feeling emotions that are warranted and even expected.
I’m at a place where I’m not worried about reacting and being scrutinized for that reaction. I’m not...
“There are better things ahead than any we leave behind.”
– C. S. Lewis (via pinkandporcelain)
I FINISHED MY WORK BUT I DRANK A WHOLE MONSTER AND...
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DEGRASSI: NEW BEGINNINGS?
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS SHIT?
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I'm really sad and lonely today.
I haven’t had one of these days in a really long time. The sound of my clock ticking is driving me mad. All it’s doing is reminding me of the lack of noise in my room. I hate being alone.
And, I cannot handle the fact that you don’t care about me. Fine. I give up.
I'm breaking out in a fever.
Ughhhh, why?
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“I know of one duty, and that is to love.”
– Albert Camus
I'm taking my therapist's advice.
For so damn long I’ve put the needs of others way above my own. I’ve been cautious with everything I’ve done just to make sure that people didn’t get hurt. Well, I can’t really do that anymore. I need to my own needs, at least when it comes to personal relationships, above everything else for the time being. It’ll be hard. I love and care far too much. But,...
I have to make a decision. I don’t really know what to do or how to go about it. I have to drop someone that I love and care about so much for someone that I’d like to find out if I could love and care about them just as much. I need to break out of habit and embrace change.
This change is nice. And handsome. And a gentleman. He’s sweet and so are his kisses. He’s...
I'm feeling under the weather.
I woke up really sick, had to go to work at 8AM, skipped therapy to nap, drank a quart of orange juice and am now on-duty for the next two days. But, at least a boy’s coming to keep me company tonight.
:)
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I don't give a fuck about oxford commas.
I still cannot believe what happened last night.
#schoolgirlcrush
I had such an amazing Valentine's Day date.
I can’t get rid of this smile on my face.
Happy Valentine's Day.
Spread love to everyone, not just your partners.
I have a Valentine. And we’re going on a date. I’m excited.
:)
